Saturday, July 17, 2004
today the words "eww, a girl!" were actually uttered to me.  of course, it was from these two little boys at the supermarket, but still...such a throwback.  haha.
 
anyway, i've been pretty bored lately.  i'm torn between my need to get out and do something and my anti-social tendencies.  the introvert in me has been really acting up lately.  *sigh*  part of me just doesn't want to bother with new people.  i'm fucked up, i know.
 
anyway, i saw before sunset today with jen, adam, and brian.  it was quite good.  i think jen had some problems with a certain part though.  and i did too, to a certain extent, but i can't really say more without ruining it.  but overall, yes, i quite enjoyed it.  there were a couple parts that got me right here, if you know what i mean.  too much of an ability to relate, i suppose.  but very good movie.


posted at 7:26 PM

Thursday, July 15, 2004

i hate it when you think you're on a certain level with someone and then it turns out you're completely wrong.  and i'm not talking about romantic relationships, either, cuz altho that does indeed suck, i feel like it's more common.  it would never be completely unexpected cuz it seems like it happens all the time, and that it could really happen at any time.  but no, nothing sucks more than feeling like a second-tier friend. 


posted at 8:46 PM

Monday, July 12, 2004

awww...i published that last post and then realized that i hadn't updated my age in that little about me section to the side. *sigh* yep, i am now fully in my mid-20's. "the mids." so yeah, there wasn't much on the officially celebrating side, but jen, lawrence, and rick brought me a cake on tuesday (the actual day). and then jordan made me a really nice birthday dinner on wednesday. and that was the day that he officially got back from europe, too. he had flown back into LA on sunday, but then went straight home home to pick up his car and whatnot. so he wasn't back back until that day. so thanks guys for the lovely cake and dinner! and then jen gave me a really cool and thoughtful present that she made herself! so thanks for that as well, jen! then there were a couple cards and phone calls and that's about it. thanks to you all that remembered!

posted at 9:16 PM

so we went down to the river yesterday for some tubing...now that's an adventure! i had a really good time despite a couple of tumbles. yep, i lost my tube at the first rapid. but oh well, i got it back. then it was pretty smooth sailing up until i lost it again a second time. that one was a lot worse, and it was a lot harder to get back on the tube that second time, too. had some bikini problems, doh! next time, it will definitely be a one piece. so i have a few bruises and scrapes, battle scars if you will. also my arms are unexpectedly sore, but all in all it was a lot of fun. got a nice tan, spent a leisurely time at the end of it all having a bbq where we had some fun with the tubes. oh man, jen you gotta send those pictures out of lawrence in his pile o' tubes! good times indeed. i was tired as fuck at the end of it all, and it was pretty tough getting up this morning, but now i get to enjoy my evening cuz i get a free day off of work tomorrow!!

posted at 8:44 PM

Saturday, July 03, 2004

*sigh* this birthday weekend's gonna suck, i can already tell. there's just no one even around. and those who are are too busy working or whatever. i guess it's probably for the best that i couldn't take tuesday off after all. i wouldn't have had anything to do, anyway. =(

posted at 6:53 PM