Sunday, January 30, 2005
ok, it's not fair. why is it that the only guys who hit on me are the ones that i've already made out with? *sigh*

anyway, jordan and i decided to throw a party for "singles' awareness day" (haha, i picked that one up from jen's blog - i really like that). damn straight, man. i'm gonna turn this shit around! i'm determined!


posted at 2:04 AM

Saturday, January 29, 2005

yay! i bought the cutest shoes today for super cheap! good ol' clearance sections! it was one of those unexpected little things that just adds a little bit of joy to the day. i can't wait to wear them out!

and i realize that it's kinda sad that the thing that motivates me to blog after again neglecting this thing for a while is buying a pair of shoes. yes, folks, thats how eventful my life has been as of late. i'm still going out and doing things, hanging out with the gang and having fun. went to brian's party last week, and to the roller disco, then went bowling this week and to justin's party last night. and it's all been fun. and yet i can't help but feel that i'm definitely getting into a rut. everything is starting to have the same feel to it and it's a little depressing thinking that this is probably how things are going to be for a while. i think what it basically comes down to is that i keep seeing the same people over and over, which is not a bad thing in itself, cuz i obviously love my friends and love hanging out with them. the depressing part is knowing that every time i go out i will essentially be seing the same people that i always see. ie: i will not be finding "the love of my life." yeah, it's just this being single business that's starting to get to me. and i know that i probably have some issues that are preventing me from really going out there and finding someone, but...i don't know. it's just hard. *sigh* all i really want is someone to be excited about. the butterflies, man. i'm looking for the butterflies.


posted at 5:11 PM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

i'm a little run down from the weekend, but it's ok cuz it was a good one. yay for three day weekends! it started w/ devin's birthday pary at some bar on friday. the bar was pretty cool and all, but i was kinda whatever that night cuz i had to work the next day. i probably shouldn't have gone out at all, but i didn't really wanna sit at home and be bored on a friday night. and it was a pretty good time (joe was freakin hilarious!), but the fact that i had to get up so early the next day just kept looming over my head. ah well. i vowed to make up for it the next day. and i did! after i got back from work, i took a nap (of course) and pretty much just got ready and left to meet up w/ everyone to go to michael's bar cuz it was his birthday. i had 3 caramel apple martinis (very good!) and some shooter that michael made for us, and i got good and drunk. not super drunk, but that really good drunk where everything's happy and you wake up feeling fine the next day. so yes, i had a really good time. =)

so then sunday i slept in a lot of course, then just took it easy. i prepared myself some for the taping i did w/ rick the following day (yesterday) for this app that i'm doing for this game show. i won't say the name for fear of search engines, but basically it's not to be a contestant but to actually work for the show (being part of the crew that goes out and films video clues). it's kind of a long shot, but i figured what the heck. it sounds like a pretty sweet gig if i were to get it...traveling all over the world!! that'd be awesome! i asked rick to help me, so we went out yesterday to film me saying the 3 clues that they require for the application, plus me talking a little about myself. i found myself getting a little nervous when i was in front of the camera, though, so i don't know how good it will come out. ah well, i'm still gonna submit it and cross my fingers. we'll see what happens. haha, but this is totally the situation where the phrase "don't quit your day job" comes into mind. =P

so we did some shooting here at the park by my place, then did some shooting at rick's, then i just ended up hanging out at the house cuz we were all going to the troubadour to see a couple bands we knew. that was pretty cool cuz there were a shitload of people we knew there, being that the bands were 'sc people. so that was pretty cool. i liked the wimbledons a lot, but i thought angeles drake was only ok. everyone else seemed to really like them, tho, so what do i know, i guess.

and that was my weekend. doesn't really seem all *that* eventful, but i still managed to poop myself out. so i plan to take it easy this week so i'm good and rested for all the partying to be done this weekend! brian's party on friday and then roller disco on saturday! woo-hoo!


posted at 7:39 PM

Thursday, January 13, 2005

a tantalizing new prospect will come your way.

alright, fortune cookie, i'm holding you to it this time.


posted at 7:58 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

another celeb siting for the books...i saw chris rock at the century city mall today. yep. i went there for lunch. my co-worker spotted him and pointed him out. i was like, yeah, that's totally him. and then i proceeded to eat my food. hehe. what can i say? i'm just not the type to get starstruck.

oh, i also spotted a cute guy. he was standing in front of me in line when i was getting my food. he was wearing a gray corduroy jacket i remember. for some reason that really stood out to me. but of course i didn't talk to him because i don't do that. *sigh* i have issues. how will i ever find the love of my life like this?!!! grrrr. i resolve to try harder.


posted at 7:49 PM

Sunday, January 09, 2005

ahhh...so much better now! it sucks cuz our building hasn't had hot water for the last couple days and i just wanted a shower so bad! so i asked jen if i could go over and shower in her bathroom. if i hadn't, it woulda been like three days w/out a shower cuz the last time i showered was friday morning. that's just gross! but ah, i'm nice and clean now. =)

anyway, so when last i left off, i was just about to go to hawaii. and man, what an awesome trip!! we ended up being put up in the huge-ass presidential suite. i think we had like four bathrooms! and each of our tubs had the spa jets in there. man, it was so cool! and when we pried ourselves away from our awesome suite, everything on the outside was just so beautiful! they took us all over the island (the big island, also named hawaii) and we did a lot of adventure-type stuff. we went atv-riding, horseback riding, we had a helicopter tour, we went on a snorkel sail, we swam w/ the dolphins, and just a whole bunch of cool stuff! and best of all...it was all FREE!! ahhh. i love going on vacation. er, i mean work. =)

so then a week later i came back and i feel like i've just been go go go cuz i've been doing so much! i think this weekend is the first weekend that i've really just done nothing and chilled for a long time. so it's kinda nice. so what all have i been up to? let's see...that first weekend i came back was sake bombing at o2h (where i found a boy and finally broke the dry spell! it was short-lived but oh well. *something* happened at least). then the next day was the homecoming game, after which we went to club bang. then somewhere in there was jenopolous and samira's persian/greek fest, thanksgiving weekend (for which jordan and i went up to san francisco for a couple days and visited w/ jen and kyla), muse at the wiltern, acoustic christmas at universal, i finally went to the walt disney concert hall, partied at the frank lloyd wright house in the hollywood hills (where we saw jason lee!), christmas, and finally the new year's trip to tahoe, which was fucking awesome!! we had so much fun up there w/ all the snow and drinking at the cabin and our attempts at building snowmen and snowboarding. ah, such good times. i just got the photo disc from jen and lawrence today and awwww! it was just so good!

oh yeah, and i also bought a car!! finally! it's a lovely silver toyota prius. i love it!! i drove to the grocery store with jordan yesterday and he said it still smelled like new. =) awww...so nice to be driving a new car as opposed to an old-ass piece of junk that i feared for my life in. haha, i guess it's the sweet and sour philosophy of life (i just watched vanilla sky again on friday night). having had that old car really makes me appreciate my new car, that's for sure! i love my little hybrid car!

so that's that. i think things might start to pick up again soon, though. the invites and plans are starting to come in and the weekends are starting to get filled up. so i guess we'll see what this year brings. it feels like a fresher start in some ways. so here's hoping for a good one!


posted at 7:20 PM

The Last High - Dandy Warhols

I am alone but adored
By a hundred thousand more
Then I sin when you were the last
And I have known love
Like a whore
From at least ten thousand more
Then I swore when you were the last
When you were the last high

You were awake
And I should've stayed
But wandered
I was only out for a day
Out for a day
It was Chicago for a moment and then
It was Paris and London for a few days
But I am alone but adored
By a hundred thousand more
Then I swore when you were the last
When you were the last high
When you were the last high

I was the first to have spoken
And I said just about
All of the things you shouldn't say
So maybe you loved me but now
Maybe you dont
And maybe you'll call me
Maybe you wont

So I am alone but adored
By a hundred thousand more
Then I sin when you were the last
And I have known love
Like a whore
From at least ten thousand more
Then I swore when you were the last
When you were the last high
And you were the last high

good song. it's been stuck in my head since yesterday. maybe it means something. maybe it don't. still a good song, though.

and yeah, i know i said i was gonna try not to slack on the blog and then i went ahead and did anyway. ah well. i just needed a good lazy, rainy day like today to catch up. but actually, i really need a shower right now so i'll have to get to it later. no, for reals!! =P


posted at 2:05 PM